I have been successfully running multiple automated forex systems for many months, but one day I was a little drunk and too bored, and started making stupid overleveraged trades on my own. After a loss I went crazy and started revenge trading... and so I lost almost all money in a single day, the second day was better, but the third was(today) a total disaster! Before I blew up my account was below $10000, but it was almost all I had.

This is my pattern of losing, the account grows steady or at least doesn't loses too much and then... BAM, and it's all gone. Had I sticked to my systems only (disabling systems is ok), I would be ok. Also I shouldn't drank beer so much. This is not my first blow up.

I'm now bankrupt and with no job (haven't worked for many years). Luckily I still live with my parents.

Feeling so sad :( God help me!

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